This my a digital tree. Each entry drawn up through the xylem — fragments of thought, observation, and time, slowly assembling a shape. The roots are messages texted to my telegram bot, as close to raw thought as I can get them.

Currently building a node-based visual thinking tool for creatives.

Today
#225 it was also good to step away from the project for a bit to eliminate the creator bias
#222 H. came to visit for a couple weeks. theres always a short weird period of recalibration after not meeting a person irl for a while and only seeing each other through video calls. it's as if your mental model of this person starts to shift and the porpotions get slightly changed. just as strange is how quickly this effect fades away
Yesterday
#220 we also found my new goto thai place nearby
#218 walking around in trails in sintra without actually going into any of the crowded parks is still one of my favorite activities
Wednesday 15 July
#216 visiting a castle in Sintra
Saturday 4 July
#214 Its so hot…
Sunday 21 June
Saturday 20 June
#200 love the feeling of the morning sun warmth in my head
#198 at some point comparison with others stops being helpful
Friday 19 June
#190 starting the morning with a new skrillex lp instead of meditation
Wednesday 17 June
#184 also increasingly attracted to the color pale green
#182 im interested in studying set theory again. i think i will take it a bit slower this time and hopefully i’ll be able to get further into it.
Saturday 13 June
#179 this will be the last software i build
Thursday 11 June
#175 is it just me?
#173 i always have a song playing in my head that i can’t turn off
#171 i want my paintings to be like a Gaspar Noé movie
Wednesday 3 June
#161 there are many parallels between art making and software development. sometimes to unlock something it helps to think “what if this project was a painting?” and vice versa…
Tuesday 2 June
#159 i will start downsizing and using sub domains for my projects instead
Sunday 31 May
#157 Fuzao (浮躁) is so good
Saturday 30 May
#154 something off with my energy levels the last couple of days
Tuesday 26 May
#150 might fuck around and draw a whole new alphabet of characters
Monday 25 May
#142 first good sleep in months
Saturday 23 May
#136 idk y i couldn’t edit them like this before
#134 rummaged through old film photos then edited some
Thursday 21 May
#132 ive been on a binge of Indonesian horror films lately
Tuesday 19 May
#129 slow couple of days followed by sudden bursts of energy with lots of motivation and excitement
Saturday 16 May
#124 forgot my twitch acc
Friday 15 May
#122 he likes it!
#120 got a new ball for the dog, lets see if he likes it
Thursday 14 May
#115 perks of waking up early
#113 the sunrise looks beautiful, i feel like i woke up on dune
Wednesday 13 May
#110 its starts with an idea. raw, imperfect. there was a time when that was all i needed to make a half baked software and ship it. now im trying to find my way back to that recklessness
#107 had to narrow down the scope, set a clear roadmap and focus on having something that i can share publicly
Tuesday 12 May
#105 today is allergies day
Monday 11 May
#101 i'm genetically incompatible w/ cats
#99 @83 but not in the good exciting way
#91 setting up a Telegram bot for this blog made a huge different in how much i write on here.
#83 and lisbon has fully evolved into a theme park now.
#81 we went to an izakaya yesterday. the service was all over the place but food was ok.
Sunday 10 May
#79 i had an idea during sleep but i cant remember what it was. all i remember is thinking that i should write it down…
Saturday 9 May
#75 @73 Verbosity as retraceable artifacts.
#73 A canvas for visual exploratory creative development.
Friday 8 May
#70 Spending the whole day debugging a small issue is not fun
#68 I love to see artist friends whose work I really like succeed
Wednesday 6 May
#63 im baking an orange cake
#61 nice to chat with H. today. see you soon!
#56 shout outs to my cats. i can’t really tell if they like me or they’re hungry
#54 happy bday P.!
Tuesday 5 May
#51 Feels like every day there’s a new reason to procrastinate ready to be discovered
Monday 4 May
#43 I found a few new apps since I started this project. Every single one misses the point of spacial awareness in a node-based application and chooses instead to focus on lowering the bar for slop generation.
#36 I really need to fix my sleep schedule
#34 May the 4th be with you
Sunday 3 May
#16 hello world
Friday 1 May
#1 This is my attempt at creating a continuous stream of thoughts.